Monday, April 27, 2009

Just master, or master of disaster?

I am now in the finishing period of my master thesis. Correction: I am supposed to be in the finishing period of my master thesis. My emotions are acting like a rollercoaster these days, and some days I`m feeling good about the whole thing, and think that it is manageble to get it done by the deadline, and other days I can`t understand how it is going to work.

But I am trying to stick to the good feelings, and to convince myself that it will be just fine!

As my emotions are up and down, so is my mind about what I am going to do in the nearest future. On my way home from work the other day, it came to me that I am going to work (either as a volunteer or as an employee) in Uganda or another developing country. Most likely Uganda, because I know the country and I love it there. But then again, last week I had decided that I would stay in Norway during the autumn and work (unknown with what), because I want to go to New Jersey/New York in January and work as a trainee. (Unkown how likely that is, but I will definetly try my best to get there).
So- this is me in a very confusing period of my life. Being done with a master is a good thing, but it is at the same time very scary, and I am not sure if I am ready to take part in the reality just yet.

My trip to Geneva was unfortunately canselled. Oh, and by the way, I would love to be taken as a trainee in the WTO as well, but it is very hard to get it..

Summer plans: Work my ass off, and have 10 days in Croatia as holiday, I am really looking forward to that!